equilibrium:

a state of rest or balance due to the equal action of opposing forces

it's supposed to make [you] feel balanced,
they say
give [you] peace,
they say

instead,

it throws [you] 'round like a rag doll

and [you] say what is peace?
it sounds lovely

and she tells [you]
to lay down [your] weapons

?

[you] don't

know

if

[you]

can

or should
or will

but [you] do know

that [you] are,
as they say

a vessel
between two places
[you've] never been